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Denied and Deprived
Previously, I had viewed my mother’s genes on her theme of denied self-determination established during her childhood which led to systemic invalidation she experienced in her adulthood. Although I had released the base emotional vibrations that were foundational to her theme, I am still feeling it in me in subtle ways. So I opened up…
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The Most Important Time in Your Life
I was captivated by this quote from a biologist not because it opened my mind, but because it confirmed my investment in my practice of reading the germ layers (and better yet, the zygote): “It is not birth, marriage, or death, but gastrulation which is … the most important time in your life.” Yes, that’s…
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Patterns in Intimate Relationship
This morning I tried to tune in to the energy outside. There were birds chirping, but aside from the obvious sounds, I couldn’t pick up any other energies. So I cleansed my nervous system–nerves, nerve conduction, neurotransmitters, CNS, sensory organs and perception. Then I came into contact with a type of highly compressed energies. To…
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A Type of Human Relationship
One day, I read a gene inherited from my father. Inside his gene, I saw his relationship with those he loved, especially me. He gets disappointed and disheartened when his pet (human) does not behave in a way that he approves or wants, and what he wants is that the pet submit to him, as…
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My Adventure With Online Purchases of Electronics
In January I bought a laptop online and it refused to operate and the seller told me to install or update the driver. I couldn’t because it gave me a blank screen, like a DOS screen except without any DOS prompt. In February I bought a USB stick online and it refused to carry my…
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When Does Menopause Come?
Today I am exploring the subject of menses and menopause. I tuned in to the universe and asked about the formula for calculating or predicting the age of menopause. Then I asked AI the same question, and it answered that the factors determining the age are genes, ethnicity, and lifestyle (including if a woman is…
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Reading Genes Is Like Reading Autobiography
Lately I have been reading a bunch of genes inherited at my conception point, and have been piecing the story of my mother’s life together like doing a jigsaw puzzle. A lot of little details that seemed odd to me but I didn’t prod previously now suddenly make a lot of sense. I am not…
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Birds Flying in V Formation
On and off I have been feeling a kind of link or synchronicity with my teacher for years. A couple years ago, I didn’t want to buy a part of her course because I felt the materials were repetitive (but I didn’t say anything). Then in the midst of her course, she changed it to…
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Healing Genes
A while ago I read a gene in my zygote about my father’s lack. The part that surprised me was what lack was like to him. He had no concept, no feeling, no memory of abundance. Although both of my parents have lack in their genes, different kinds of lack, I do have clear feelings…
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The Energy of Gaining Altitude
In the last little while I have wanted to write about my progress and growth, but every time when I want to do this I am washed over by a wave of new learnings, new experiments, new discoveries, etc. So in the back of my mind, I have accumulated some insight about the growth process,…