Tag: emotions
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Denied and Deprived
Previously, I had viewed my mother’s genes on her theme of denied self-determination established during her childhood which led to systemic invalidation she experienced in her adulthood. Although I had released the base emotional vibrations that were foundational to her theme, I am still feeling it in me in subtle ways. So I opened up…
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Patterns in Intimate Relationship
This morning I tried to tune in to the energy outside. There were birds chirping, but aside from the obvious sounds, I couldn’t pick up any other energies. So I cleansed my nervous system–nerves, nerve conduction, neurotransmitters, CNS, sensory organs and perception. Then I came into contact with a type of highly compressed energies. To…
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When Does Menopause Come?
Today I am exploring the subject of menses and menopause. I tuned in to the universe and asked about the formula for calculating or predicting the age of menopause. Then I asked AI the same question, and it answered that the factors determining the age are genes, ethnicity, and lifestyle (including if a woman is…
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Reading Genes Is Like Reading Autobiography
Lately I have been reading a bunch of genes inherited at my conception point, and have been piecing the story of my mother’s life together like doing a jigsaw puzzle. A lot of little details that seemed odd to me but I didn’t prod previously now suddenly make a lot of sense. I am not…
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Healing Genes
A while ago I read a gene in my zygote about my father’s lack. The part that surprised me was what lack was like to him. He had no concept, no feeling, no memory of abundance. Although both of my parents have lack in their genes, different kinds of lack, I do have clear feelings…
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Reading Energy At The Bus Stop
I have been wanting to do an experiment on my meridians, but never got the chance until today when I read the imbalanced energies at a couple of acupoints, one at my brow chakra and the other at my crown chakra. Previously, I got the impression that a meridian is like a bus route, the…
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Sensory Response in Genes in Zygote
Last night I viewed another pair of genes in my zygote, then found out that this gene pair records sensory response, and this response starts from picking up the atoms and molecules that are swirling in the water element of the body at the synapses, and the receptors pick up these signals and transmit them…
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Interconnectedness of Energy From Zygote
My daily practices of reading the information in the genes of me as a zygote have yielded many insights. One discovery I made yesterday was the connectedness of energy. I started by viewing a pair of genes in the zygote. On my father’s side, I struggled for a while to extract the key information, because…
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Instant Noodles, My Sense of Taste Healing
About two weeks ago, I bought ten packages of instant noodles, and it was the first time in my life that I bought instant noodles. I had eaten them at other places before, but I never bought them because I thought they were unhealthy. Then somewhere along my healing journey, my rejection of them was…
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Combing Through Resistances To Exteriorization
In a Zoom meeting with Jutta, the owner of a couple of blogs that I regularly contributed to, she mentioned ChatGPT and I said, “I vaguely remember seeing this name somewhere before but I have no idea what it is.” She explained what it did, which then reminded me of a situation I witnessed. One…